Hey hun, I'm not sure when you'll check this next or notice that I'm doing my own little post on your site for you, but we'll just see what happens.

I just wanted to say how happy I am to have you in my life. I know sometimes I don't act like it, but I wouldn't change anything in our relationship. You know exactly what to do and say to make my days better and to get a frown off my face, and I am so thankful for that. I couldn't do it without you. Through all the things that I've gone through, you've been with a shoulder to cry on, and words to assure me that everything will be okay. I don't have to worry about sounding stupid around you. You know exactly what I'm trying to say before the words even come out of my mouth, and you don't make a big deal when I make a fool out of myself (which is quite often). Every time I'm having a bad day and I see your face, I know that everything is going to turn out alright and won't matter in the end. We've sure had some great times too. I mean, what other ballers would go to Wal-Mart looking for coloring books and reliving childhood memories? Nobody but us of course! Who else could I call at three in the morning to talk to? Or take a nap with when I'm tired? Who else would be in a candy fight with me? Or be worried about me when I fall on my butt at the lake because I'm stubborn? But mostly, who would love me like you, and make me feel this way? The answer is nobody. You've been there to share the laughs, the pain, and the inside jokes. I wouldn't want it to be anybody else. Nobody else understands me the way you do. I don't know what the future has in store for us, but I do know that I'm good where I'm at. I love you soo much!!! (infinity x infinity + 56.2 billion x 6 million forevers to be exact). I love you! Your Girl, Jessica

well its been quite a while hasnt it... i can see lots of people read this tho.. hahah. just the most important one in my life at least reads it. jessica i love you!!! well i hope everybody had a good christmas. mine was pretty good. even tho i didnt get to see jessica for like a week cuz she was in NC but its all good she came back. that was pretty hard tho being as i see her everyday and look forward to that and then i cant see her for a whole week and to know that if somethin is wrong i have to be like 18 hours away. but trust me if i had to i woulda drove all that way just for her. but ya its all good now. i didnt do to much for new years just stayed with jessica and watched some movies. today we were gonna hang out and do some stuff but she ended up havin to go into work. so im jus kinda sittin here killin time until she gets off. ohh well. i'll live i hope.. lol. but until she gets back im prolly jus gonna sit here i really dont know what to do. but i hope whoever reads this has fun. prolly the only one will be jessica. well i love you jessica!!!

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